Notes

I'm alone and feel faint - cat 3 6 hour wait 

what should i do if i pass out? 

Call us back when you wake up

I cant believe you've just said that,  I cannot believe you just said that.

Unfortunately its not a life threating emergency we're not going to be sending an emergency ambulance

Oh okay. I don't know why i bothered. When he broke his back 6 months ago do you know how long we were wait?

No

20 hours, then we were waiting 5 hours in the ambulance at the hospital, the service is terrible 

I know. its shocking innit 

Signing a birthday card - dont know who's birthday it is. 

Nar, Im so fucking sick of this, I'm ringing cuz my mental health is fucked, im gonna smash my flat up. I rang up that fucking helpline and she made it all about her, just cuz it seemed like i was shouting, it seems like that but when men get fucked over by everyone they get annoyed, its Fucking universal credit who's done this  just telling me get a Job, get a job I cant get a job cuz i was abused as a child. My mum used to kick me around the house like i was a football. then i got put into care, dunno why they called it that cuz nobody cared, they used to lock me up in dark rooms for hours. 

Im poor as fuck, universal credit forcing me to find a job, paid too much tax this month then not enough in april so they take it back and now i have nothing, That fucking women telling me to go to hospital, I cant walk 5 miles while Im starving, nobody cares, they only care when I'm mental and get arrested they'll care then but nobody gives a fuck now. I've tried sorting myself out and ask for help but just keep getting fucked off, ive had to self medicate just so i can deal with all this shit. I've got a flat with damp, council dont give a shit, not got a girlfriend, there only interested when you've got money. I wasnt that bad until i spoke to that women on the phone making it about her, she's offended and upset cuz i was shouting, well maybe i've got shit to shout about. My mother used to abuse me, so i get put into care and get abused by another women there, then put into this shit flat, I'm supposed to have people come and see if im aright but nobody gives a shit. I shouldn't have to be working my disability benefit documents are taking the piss, ive filled out all these forms for fuck all. My aunite lies and says she has the same problems as me but she lies but she gets disability benefits, how's that fair? Hows that aloud? Cuz she's a women and im a man. Well im fucking done with woman, they're all bitches and all let you down. 

I've tried speaking to my gp, the one in reception is a bitch. I'm supposed to take this medication but can't get it cuz there trialing this new app, new fucking app doenst work, a peice of shit, whats the fucking point. I know what I'm doing with technology, I grew up with techonoly you know ,but i cant figure that app out, I dont have a fucking degree in science and shit, and even if i did it still wouldn't work.  

Old couple - one has dementia, one doenst but who?

Mad man - burning kids 

Interp call - can you give me papers? What language?

While I'm on the subject, here's a list of things I've done while on a call: Eat skittles, yo-yo, look at holidays to Amsterdam, Read a interview with Jim bob from the band carter the unstoppable sex machine, juggle, message girls on hinge, watch mr bean, listen to abba in my head and drum to it, write the setlist for the album im never gonna make, decide if id killed myself how I'd do it, look at cars for sale, cry because I was thinking of my ex who dumped me, whistle, balance the keyboard on my knees, bite my nails, 

bloodspots? it reminds me of it

School teacher calling - biker came off bike - long delay - school just finished - these are our delays average for the east midlands - dont think were in the east midlands, thats birminhga, way